Smashed up my sanity.
Smashed up my integrity.
Smashed up what I believed in.
Smashed up what's left of me.
Smashed up my everything.
Smashed up all that was true.
Gonna smash myself to pieces.
I don't know what else to do.
Smashed up my sanity.
Smashed up my integrity.
Smashed up what I believed in.
Smashed up what's left of me.
Smashed up my everything.
Smashed up all that was true.
Gonna smash myself to pieces.
I don't know what else to do.
If I could start again,
A million miles away,
I would keep myself,
I would find a way.
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause I don't care anymore.
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause I don't care.
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause I don't care anymore.
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause just I don't care.
You could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt...
I wear this crown of shit,
Upon my liar's chair,
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else,
I am still right here.
I used to be so big and strong,
I used to know my right from wrong,
I used to never be afraid,
I used to be somebody.
I used to have something inside,
Now just this hole that's open wide.
I used to want it all,
I used to be somebody.
He couldn't believe how easy it was,
He put the gun into his face —
Bang!
(so much blood from such a tiny little hole.)
Problems have solutions.
A lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash.
All of my fears came true.
Black and blue, and broken bones.
You left me here, i'm all alone.
My little piggy needed something new.