Smashed up my sanity.
Smashed up my integrity.
Smashed up what I believed in.
Smashed up what's left of me.
Smashed up my everything.
Smashed up all that was true.
Gonna smash myself to pieces.
I don't know what else to do.
Smashed up my sanity.
Smashed up my integrity.
Smashed up what I believed in.
Smashed up what's left of me.
Smashed up my everything.
Smashed up all that was true.
Gonna smash myself to pieces.
I don't know what else to do.
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause I don't care anymore.
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause I don't care.
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause I don't care anymore.
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause just I don't care.
If I could start again,
A million miles away,
I would keep myself,
I would find a way.
I wear this crown of shit,
Upon my liar's chair,
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else,
I am still right here.
You could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt...
He couldn't believe how easy it was,
He put the gun into his face —
Bang!
(so much blood from such a tiny little hole.)
Problems have solutions.
A lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash.
I used to be so big and strong,
I used to know my right from wrong,
I used to never be afraid,
I used to be somebody.
I used to have something inside,
Now just this hole that's open wide.
I used to want it all,
I used to be somebody.
All of my fears came true.
Black and blue, and broken bones.
You left me here, i'm all alone.
My little piggy needed something new.