I wear this crown of shit,
Upon my liar's chair,
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else,
I am still right here.
I wear this crown of shit,
Upon my liar's chair,
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else,
I am still right here.
Oh I'm sorry for blaming you,
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.
Oh I'm sorry for blaming you,
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.
I hurt myself today,
To see if I'd still feel.
I focus on the pain,
The only thing that's real.
The needle tears a hole,
The old familiar sting;
Try to kill it all away,
But I remember everything.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
You could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt...
If I could start again,
A million miles away,
I would keep myself,
I would find a way.