I sensed my loss,
Before i even learned to talk.
And i remember my birthdays -
Empty party afternoons, won't come back.
I sensed my loss,
Before i even learned to talk.
And i remember my birthdays -
Empty party afternoons, won't come back.
Emptiness is loneliness,
And loneliness is cleanliness,
And cleanliness is godliness,
And god is empty just like me.
Despite all my rage, i am still, just a rat in a cage.
Then someone will say — what is lost, can never be saved.
Despite all my rage, i am still, just a rat in a cage.
Ten times removed,
I forget about, where it all began.
Bastard son of, a bastard son of,
A wild eyed child of the sun.
And right as rain, i'm not the same.
But i feel the same, i feel nothing.
Intoxicated with the madness,
I'm in love with my sadness.
Bulls*** fakers,
Enchanted kingdoms,
The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth.
Holding back the fool again,
Holding back the fool pretends.
I forget to forget, nothing is important.
Holding back the fool again.