The Smashing Pumpkins

I sensed my loss,

Before i even learned to talk.

And i remember my birthdays -

Empty party afternoons, won't come back.

Emptiness is loneliness,

And loneliness is cleanliness,

And cleanliness is godliness,

And god is empty just like me.

I forget to forget me.

I forget to forget, you see?

Nothing is important to me.

You can't bring me back,

Cause i gave it all back to you.

I never let on, that i was on a sinking ship.

I never let on, that i was down.

Despite all my rage, i am still, just a rat in a cage.

Then someone will say — what is lost, can never be saved.

Despite all my rage, i am still, just a rat in a cage.

Ten times removed,

I forget about, where it all began.

Bastard son of, a bastard son of,

A wild eyed child of the sun.

And right as rain, i'm not the same.

But i feel the same, i feel nothing.

Intoxicated with the madness,

I'm in love with my sadness.

Bulls*** fakers,

Enchanted kingdoms,

The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth.

Holding back the fool again,

Holding back the fool pretends.

I forget to forget, nothing is important.

Holding back the fool again.