Addicted

Have I told you,

How good it feels to be me,

When I'm in you?

I can only stay clean

When you are around.

Don't let me fall.

If I close my eyes forever,

Would it ease the pain?

Could I breathe again?

I'm wasted away,

I made a million mistakes.

Am I too late?

There is a storm in my head;

It rains on my bed,

When you are not here.

I'm not afraid of dying,

But I am afraid of losing you!

Maybe I'm addicted,

I'm out of control,

But you're the drug

That keeps me from dying.

Maybe I'm a liar,

But all I really know is

You're the only reason

I'm trying.